Eyedea - Track 4 lyrics

Head heavy Left on the shoulders Dead dead dead dead dead me till I'm over I let my breath bleed all over your colder Shoulder that you try to flip over I know words might seem the same But I can see a light beam that's pink in my brain I called it this living information in my frame But theirs nothing left that I have to paint Can you guys give me one second Cause I wanna try to catch it And I wanna make sure that when its dissected I wreck it I give it a second f** it I give it a minute Because time and space don't mean sh** if the earth ain't spinning Cause that's how we define the lines that we set Between the stars and the universe's design It hurts but I'm fine Because this is the type of person I am I'm built to climb any mountain and any galaxy And anything that lives inside of me, inside of me And here it goes The hero knows that he can't save the break brave So he grows up to be another dead human being Walking around like a zombie Not even achieving anything and his dreams bleed right into his brain They go into his life while hes awake And I don't know what to do about him Can't give him advice Cause I don't really have sh** to tell anybody about life Cause if they looked at me and followed my device They'd be stuck in my same crisis Grasping on the light And there's nothing but darkness inside of the heart compartments And so the second you started My heart skips a couple beats I don't know how to breathe I know what you can achieve I know when you wanna leave I can read it in your eyes No tricks up the sleeve I can beat it till it dies And finally lives in me Live inside of me until the day that you die Because I know that when you touch the sky, you don't get too high Your mine and your this design That's inside your genetic code I can't let it go Cause I'm still possessed by the flesh That I just got stuck inside of Inside of my best parts of my head And my heart and my d**h And the start of this little spark That left me undressed And I don't know how to contest Because there's a part of me that thinks your the worst And best part of me thinks your the best And yes is a no Its the same answer Its the pain Its climbing the cancer in your brain I try to advance I try to dance with you to this flame But the candles not lit enough So I explain why the light is not holding up to the sun Why I'm alright even though I'm overdone Why I feel like I'm alive even though I'm numb Why I feel like I'm gonna die Even though I'm someone that is meant to be alive For as long as I can finally be living inside of a song Or living inside a breath Or living inside a d**h I still try to write it till the destiny is dept And there's no part that can be part of the whole And there's no excuse for getting loose from the noose you hold The truth was told back in the days And I can still feel it It's real to me so I say everything I can I still wanna be your friend Even though I wanna crawl it up my skin I wanna just dig back into the fetus In the fetal position I wanna cut off my ears and find a way to finally listen I wanna try to ride it in this new position I wanna provide my light, my mind with new decisions I wanna stop living in the sh** that I live in I wanna stop taking from you while still giving I wanna get rid of this old religion I wanna just break it then gap the bridge And move on til I can live for my children That I still don't have Living for building Living for building Living for building Living for building Living for building Living for building I'm living for building and if I'm not alive I probably was k**ed then