EYE2EYE - Sole Provider lyrics

Sole Provider Now as it goes through the wire, I will never fall I got the soul of a fighter Walk bare foot over the coal, over fire Nobodys gonna love me like me so I'm my sole provider Who ever thought -- I would ever be hurtin again? Bein Chak – I should never feel a gap from friendssssss… …Tryina help me through it all, yo Sammy I got you Shel, whoever was there for me, Gev man not YOU… But certain other friends that I had in my mindddddd Whose support wasn't supposed to come at me from behinddddddd Tryina FORCE out the phrase – like “I'm good” “I'm great”!!!!!!!!! But they take facades like there is no hate Just bein honest – do me and you have a purpose?? Or are ya only gonna care for my pain at surface…………….? I Don't need pity at this stage of life Tryina run a city, I gotta keep my block TIGHT If youre not gonna vouch for me in these hard timesss Don't call me hard headed I just have a strong mindddd Only to be surrounded by the ones who're worthy N put the fun friends somewhere where they couldn't hurt me Jay said it best, finally I understand That “it's a cold cold world but I blow my hands” Nobody's got you - but you… You wanna be dependant? Then do it knowing liabilities are endless Cuz I don't wanna be the one who --- get's screwed overrrr Just cuz I got love for you and I brought you closerrrrr I don't wanna be the one who feels outta my zone Cuz I gave to my own, I should never feel alone The bar is low -- cuz my heart's cold Still expect to get some calls though – I still haven't got those Still have a long road, but I'm walkin You said you'd be there, but I guess its – just you talking Its MY problem though, I shoulda known better I shouda honed in knowin that you've grown lesser Still not gon' be phased by it, juss telling the truth Playin by ear so I'm DEAF to you makin it through Now if it goes through the wire, I will never fall I got the soul of a fighter -- Walk bare foot over the coal, over fire -- Nobodys gonna love me like me so I'm my sole provider Ever since my girl left I haven't been on top But I still write so the voices in my head could stop Homie I write my life – and its way too real You can hate me for it, this is how I deal Mentally broken so I didn't see how to approach this Now with finals comin up, I'd sell my soul for focus Sell my limbs for peace, sell my heart for you I'd stop breathin if I could, stop music too I'll give it everything I have…Wish I had it back but before that I gotta get my life on trackk This marks the last day that you see me chillin' Prepare to: See me k**in, and me make millions… N I ain't arrogant about it For every step forward I look back n plan a better way to go around it Heads up if sh** gets worse So I could fix what I f**ed up -- without breakin it first See Chak like a phoenix rise up from the ashes N Kiss success -- the way you dudes kiss a**es I make the BEST of it, ‘fore the moment pa**essss God grant me patience to Ace my cla**es!!! I'ma do it, make tracks, n drop this cla**ic I've come a long way from getting my a** kicked….. Getting hit with a ring, cuz I feel like a king Plus I'm loving where I am not regretting a thing!!!! But if it goes to the wire, I will never fall I got the soul of a fighter -- Walk bare foot over the coal, over fire -- Nobodys gonna love me like me so I'm my sole provider PEACE!