Extreme - Everything Under The Sun: IIAm I Ever Gonna Change lyrics

I`m tired of being me, and don`t like what I see, I`m not who I appear to be So I start off every day, down on my knees I will pray, for a change in any way But as the day goes by, I live through another lie, if it`s any wonder why AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE WILL I ALWAYS STAY THE SAME IF I SAY ONE THING, THEN I DO THE OTHER IT`S THE SAME OLD SONG, THAT GOES ON FOREVER AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE I`M THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME WHEN I THINK I`M RIGHT, I WIND UP WRONG IT`S A FUTILE FIGHT, GONE ON TOO LONG Please tell me if it`s true, am I too old to start anew, cause that`s what I want to do But time and time again, when I think I can I fall short in the end So why do I even try, Will it matter when I die, Can anyone hear my cry? AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE TAKE IT DAY BY DAY MY WILL IS WEAK AND MY FLESH TOO STRONG THIS PEACE I SEEK TILLTHY KINGDOM COMES