Extra Kool - All My Love lyrics

(v1) Pack the bags It's time to leave before I find myself a purpose Run the hands across the life, sometimes it's just a circus I hope she still loves me, when my eyes finally close A vacant heart to spread disease still gone from head to toe I'm a caustic little man, wasting caustic little kisses Hold a cough inside my hand, give all to best of wishes Her smiles are so delicious, but she needs time to breath The flames burnt out She said she's seen enough of me, a fate worst then d**h I want my chest to stop beating I wish the world still loved me, and I never hurt from grieving Lay down, eyes up, let her voice fill the ceiling Remember all the times she cried, and all the smiles that she'd give me I feel like a failed kidney In a world with no donors, eat my words, by and by I'm the void between my shoulders, the heads getting colder Violent tears in my eyes A set of love, lost and locked, I am just a parasite (v2) I use to want to die, until my brother beat me to it Now my stomach just cries, no more acting foolish Keep the fame under wraps, f** love, no give backs Hide the name from the eyes, so far from impact Hold the head little man, keep the track spic and span Hold the tongue ever slightly treat your life as quicksand Trade your words, and pay your dues, stay down like tennis shoes This depression never wins, it's to late, it mustn't lose (v3) Now I'm back on top, sit tight, I can't stand me Sell the struggle, till I die, act normal in front of family In a world of cotton candy, I am laced in moth balls Cross the "T's" and dot the "I's" lose legs and start to crawl Bounce hard like pinballs, living like a circumcision Drowning ink across the page, give pace some competition, only ask for recognition I can barely go to sleep, between love and losing Sid I am just to f**ing weak, I am hung when I speak Try to dig myself some holes, please Lindsay still need me I was just an a**hole, walking home in the snow I watch the breath start to freeze See the leaves shed there limbs, night covers up the trees Shiver tight inside of sleeves, shake the hands inside of gloves Close my eyes and start to speak, give my family all my love