Evil Child - Freestyle 2000 lyrics

I'm living yet I am Dead. I am f**ed in the head. My life is a joke. I'm living alone. I wander alone. I cry alone. I die alone. Is this me? This brutal force in this reality. Pushing me. k**ing freely. When shall I rise? I wish for a rest. f** this game! f** your test! I did not do anything yet I am punished. I am heartbroken. I am beatin, abused tattered and torn. My emotions will k** me. You are a thorn. I hate my maker. Who is my taker?