This for you ma I miss you so much Just being real with it I love you ma We celebrating the life of Jana Taylor I still love you we together Ma where ya body is not where ya soul is I understand this concept 100% So it's a celebration...yes Don't visit where you lay its not where you rest You always told me this bodies a shell We sons and daughters of god there's no heaven or hell Its misguided energy Never born never die But some get led down the wrong path mentally Too good for the earth And when I say I love you now just don't know what it's worth If you ain't here to hear it I am I being selfish or being fearful And some days don't even know what I'm here for Cause all my goals were based around you Every dream a son dreams for his mom he wants to do I keep telling myself you're in such a better place But I'm having a hard time not seeing face to face First mother's day without you Woke up feeling doubtful A lot of hate and pain has been the outcome It ain't been a year wounds opened far from healed Starting to feel scars from scabs pealed It's the worst hand you can be dealt And if you make it past that sh** you gon be felt Not a day goes by not an hour doesn't ring Bells and memories of the qualities you bring You hear with me, beautiful voice I hear like Whitney I'm on my grind ma till the angels come get me I still love you we together Jana Taylor is forever