Everyone Leaves - Black Umbrellas lyrics

I can't believe I'll never see you again. I only wish I'd had a chance to say goodbye. There will be more than a few short moments Where this tears at the space beneath my ribs. I don't think I can shoulder the weight of your absence. I don't want to face a day without your light. But that's not a luxury I can afford. Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise Without you I was never fully ready to wake up in a world Where you were gone. I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be When I got older. You were so selfless, That even now I can feel you Urging me not to dwell On your pa**ing, You'd tell me just to pretend That you decided to move away. But I can't lie to myself. Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise Without you I was never fully ready to wake up in a world Where you were gone. I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be When I got older. I'm seeing d**h more and more in my life everyday Like the guy who shot himself right across the street from where I live And I'm can't get a grip on why bad things happen to the best people But maybe that's why I have beliefs So I can trust things happen for a reason Life's not as bad as it seems just overwhelming In the end everything's gonna be okay I can't believe I'll never see you again. I only wish I'd had a chance to say goodbye. Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise Without you I was never fully ready to wake up in a world Where you were gone. I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be When I got older