Everclear - Wonderful (Re-Recorded) lyrics

I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten And make everything be wonderful again I hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad I hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that makes me want to cry Close my eyes when I go to bed and I Dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say that Everything will be wonderful some day Promises mean everything When you're little and the world is so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everthing is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that it's all ok I laugh alot so my friends won't know When the bell rings I just don't want to go home Go to my room and I close my eyes I make believe that I have a new life I don't believe you when you say that Everything will be wonderful some day Promises mean everything When you're little and the world is so big (so big) I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now No, no I don't want to hear you tell me Everything is wonderful now No, no I don't want to hear you tell me Everything is wonderful now I don't want to hear you say That I will understand some day No, no, no, no I don't want to hear you say That you both have grown in a different way No, no, no No I don't want to meet your friend I don't want to start over again I just want my life to be the same Just like it used to be Somedays, I hate everything I hate everything Everyone and everything Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now No Please I don't want to hear you tell me Everything is wonderful now No Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now Everything is wonderful now I don't wanna hear you tell me I don't wanna hear you tell me Everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now Yeah, yeah everything is wonderful now Oh yeah, everything is wonderful now