Evarose - Change lyrics

I don't know how to make you see what you're doing to me I don't know what I can say to make you understand If only I can be forgiving again But you're testing my patience, it's getting out of hand It's getting harder and harder to see It's getting harder Everything's the same but me It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all Can you see the change, can you see the change in me? It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all I really hate what I'm becoming when I'm with you You, when I'm with you, you I want to open my eyes but I' m scared of what I'll find Feeling so fragile and strong but completed resigned I want to dance, want to scream but what I want it seems Is something unknown, it's something inbetween It's getting harder and harder to see It's getting harder Everything's the same but me It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all Can you see the change, can you see the change in me? It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all I really hate what I'm becoming when I'm with you You, when I'm with you, you This isn't me but I can't seem to control myself This isn't me but I can't seem to control myself This isn't me, I can't seem to control myself This isn't me but I can't seem to control myself This isn't me but I can't seem to control myself This isn't me but I can't seem, I can't It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all Can you see the change, can you see the change in me? It's what I wanted and I don't want it at all But I can't seem, I can't