Evanescence - Tourniquet V.1 lyrics

I tried to k** the pain But only brought more (so much more) I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying (dying) Praying (praying) Bleeding (bleeding) And screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? Lost for so long Will you be on the other side? Will you forget me? I'm dying (dying) Praying (praying) Bleeding (bleeding) And screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation [I long to die..] My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God, my tourniquet Return to me salvation My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied? Christ - tourniquet - my suicide