Evan "Q" Stewart - Finding Myself lyrics

[Hook] Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been caught in a daze, lost in a daze Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been lost in a daze, I been lost in a daze [Verse 1] But, a n***a been stressed too much Think about success too much Said you really want paper, I don't really want s** too much n***a and I confess too much Cause a n***a get vexed too much Whoa, n***a been smokin' that zest too much Got my feelin' like a should say, "Jah, bless this month" I wanna really know if a n***a wanna sign me Tell me how them n***as gonna find me But even if they wanna find me or they sign me I'ma prolly miss my timing cause my timing is my problem And I gotta, problem making money Now I'm wantin' what the money makes What the money make? Money makin' trouble, trouble somethin 'that the money ain't Damn, I wanna stop sayin' n***a But n***a don't mean sh**, n***a And hatin' n***as don't mean sh**, n***a I know I'm only half breed but just last week a n***a really called me n***a, n***a [Hook] Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been caught in a daze, lost in a daze Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been lost in a daze, I been lost in a daze [Verse 2] Alternate to fail now I'm all up in the mail Thankful for the checks but all I see is bails Duffles all around feelin' like I'm livin' Hell Life going fast money comin' slower than a snail Gotta free my woe they still locked up in the cell They gon' be my n***as 'til I pa** on Kells And if it goes down know they rise to it still And I ain't laughin' when I say we the last of the real Just know, that I really don't mind But please don't waste my time, my time Please don't hit my line, my line But my money don't you know my sign, my sign Capricorn, [?], back I'm gone, back I'm gone Back upon, fought my foe, pick up my woadie Let me know if there's a problem, holla at me n***a Ooh, back out in Cali I'm so far from home (I'm so far from home) The money is comin', it's comin' I know (it's got to I know) Wish I was surrounded by all of my woes (all of my) All of my (woes) But I'm all alone on the road and I still need to know [Hook] Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been caught in a daze, lost in a daze Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been lost in a daze, I been lost in a daze [Outro] Am I finding myself? Or am I losing my way Cause my mind somewhere else I been caught in a daze, lost in a daze