Eudaimony - December's Hearse lyrics

[Lyrics: Matthias Jell/ December 2008] Waiting for another day to end, another day to comprehend, what I lost within one single night, the peace of mind, a guiding light If I could just follow you to close the gap behind, but failure is a haunting virtue on this road through no man's land Things will never be the same again though I tried to turn back time for my own life to regain, a life marked by those traces of thine All those aching memories brought me to my knees Playing this every-day role, hiding the wreckage of my soul Wherever you are, no matter, if near or far, your loss remains as a scar... They will never understand, even though they do pretend They want me to exhale with another desperate smile Uncried tears can never dry, and each day I silently die, I keep on following your trace right into the sun's dying haze [Dedicated to Josef Jell (01.02.1952 – 20.12.1994)]