Ethereal - Indecisions lyrics

I'm flowing unconscious...I'm hoping for a sign... I think-"am I secure in this filthy sheets? (Formerly they were wanted) Here am I yours?"-Only and always in a dream of eternal yearning... Frustration it's growing...her black dress it's hidden upon shades (of d**h's eyes) Then lights turn to darkness and from the dusk finally, you appeared... Shall I awake for life?-it's forbidden... Iim drowning in infinity-shared oblivion... Touch me...hold me...one more time... Will...I ever awake for life...(I fear)...but after all... A world of silence became in a filthy sin (the dreams of yearning) A land of pleasures fading and the mirror of reality with it Will I see you again... Shall I awake for life?-it's forbidden... Iim drowning in infinity-shared oblivion... Touch me...hold me...one more time...