Estrela - Edifice lyrics

you were right i seem to have tunneled my way into the dark space between love and hate its a limbo of sorts where instincts between love and hate are not to be trusted but i have trusted them or perhaps that was the tiny red devil who lives in my hands a nameless game of perception where opened doors are locked the players say you find some identity in the haste to make it to the top and in only one years time my limbs have stretched to fill the cavities i have created and lost through friction in a thousand attempts to win now i am dancing my way to the top of this edifice so i can live unjaded and speak easy and let ambrocious waves flow over me so i put thoughts to actions but nothing gets worked out