Essam Temuri - Moral Dilemma lyrics

[Verse 1: Essam Temuri] I can't bear the sight of myself This right of silence is like a Righteous test, when I look into the mirror I see nothing, but a vast, pool of disappointment Whose vision is distorted, with a reality filled With, a screen full of psychedelics, objected to Merely my pleasure objects, and when I'm finished The world that I know just turns dark-so I have No choice, but to fall into this part, over and over Again, man-this thing just got me scorned from God I go back to this even when I should not, the Prob-lem is that of chance, a fearful monster That got me crazed, and hazed-every moment is Like I'm running away, to a place, where Everything is the same, everything is the same Tryna put blame, on everyone else, but it should Really be placed upon me instead [Verse 2: Essam Temuri] I see innocent people getting vanquished, where There should be vengeance, on the words I spoken In reality is silence, or judgements, or moments Of unchallenged involvement, of a danger lurking In my process to process, my emotions to act When I.S.I.S. behind my fam, I would just be too Busy failing the test, man, I plan to better myself But I always fail, dang-I'm met with this realization Of my inability to change, like Alexander the great-great Campaigns, but can't sustain, my empire through all The pain, through the pyroclastic flow of Pompeii That got me frozen in time, on a spot where I stayed Even when people ask me to move and help me out Like the libraries getting burned, and raped by The Mongols, I just want everything to be the same Everything to be the same [Bridge: Essam Temuri] 1,2,3,4 I don't know what to do with this Cold world, or how I can process To move from this Man that I hate from within. (2)