Esham - Slug From a .45 lyrics

[Verse 1: Esham] I caught me a slug froma 45 Now I gotta take a dive I'm suicidal I'm trying not to stay alive Voices in my head keep telling me they wanna k** me And bullets from this gun keep tellin' me they wanna feel me I'm sicker then I should be So I kick it kinda critical Psycho like a mad man In a hospital But you wanna put 'em in me Put 'em in me Do it quick Then put me in the ground with my balls and my dick [Hook] - 4x I caught a slug froma 45 [Verse 2] Slug from .45 Was my cause of d**h I tried to squeeze the trigger But there was no more bullets left A hole in my head A f**ing hole in my head Bury me alive But I'm better off dead Damn, I feel like I wanna die And murder's my alibi I know that I gonna die When bullets fly Should i put the barrel in my mouth And close my eyes? A man never cries when he dies And I [Hook] - 4x I caught a slug froma 45 [Verse 3] I caught a slug And got drugged My grave got dugged I heard chug-a-lug When my head squirted blood My body beaten bad Brother but my body bled And when I squirt off lead I'm putting out my own head I wonder why I did it Did it, why i do, I done it I play the game of d**h And i guess I finally won it I never fronted But I'm fronting For the fact I fail Dead men don't say goodbye Guess I'll see your a** in Hell [Hook] - 8x I caught a slug froma 45