Esham - Would You Die For Me? - 1994 lyrics

"Original style, original bad boy style, hear me" I know a freak, I used to put my mack down on her I used to bo*er her, make the other n***as want her So Mona, that was the trick name She's a sick dame, cold caught up in the dick game I'm not a wimp, never simp like a simp I'm a pimp with the limp so I pimp, put my mack down Much juice, used to f** her back in nine-duece Her moms was crackin, my bank was stackin I'm mackin, ain't no slackin I'm Cadillacin No love for this ho cause this pimp stayed solo She jockin 24/7 it's hard to shake her off Some poppa his brother so I'mma break her off She had a bad habit of sayin she loved me If I was broke she wouldn't be thinkin of me I said f** it baby must be sellin stress And I ain't with the stress she got the slug in the chest She tried to get her p**y wet with the skins But that ain't how I'm layin with the state of mind I'm in I had to run a check on this ho And then let me see, if the b**h'll die for me Once once upon a time Once once upon a time Once once upon a time That girl in the blue dress Opened my mouth and I tasted a woman for the first time I said I wanna ho that'll give me the world Don't try to juice me up like I was a jheri curl I got no f**in time for your little sillyness Either you down or you ain't really ness I need a b**h that'll die for a n***a That'll cry for a n***a, that don't like to a n***a She said she loved me and she never wanna let me go I said back up off these nuts and don't sweat me ho I don't really think you know what you in for I ain't your ordinary n***a from the ghetto I never loved, never liked I treat a ho like a dyke, until she get my game down right She shed a tear and said she never wanna let me leave And there ain't nothin that can come between you and me I said nothin till d**h do us part Well if this n***as truly in your heart, would you die for me? Lesson 2: they never loved you They never loved you, you were just a toy A couple months went past and now we rollin real And I gots my trick like David Copperfield But my tricks gettin sick in the mornin Growin up and blowin up I told this b**h, yo, somethins gotta go I had to inform her like that white boy snow She said what you want me to do? You know he needs us I said Jesus, told me to k** the fetus And if you got any problems wit it You can leave it outside and let the garbage man come and get it I left the room a, I heard a boom She shot herself in the stomach, I start to vomit She fell to her knees all bloody Bleedin nutty, ho buddy She said look at what you made me do I love you man, and I'd die for you "I've been asked after witnessing this God-awful Misery for the last 17 years if I've finally gotten Used to this. Used to this after the human being Eyes, and Ears, and Heart, get used to this."