Esham - Silicone - 1996 lyrics

You wanna be dead, n***a? Yeah you, you wanna be dead? Now how you lie 'cause I'll k** you Yeah, I'll k** ya Lord forbid, I do a bid, I never bid on a s**a's life And if I did, it'd be a jacknife I'm out to k** a clone n***a be actin' silicone, still it's on, still it's on In my darkest hour, I clock the glock d**h is certain, life is not I got 13 ways, less than 7 days To change my wicked ways before I'm off to an early grave One more is drug related Another body murdered, premeditated Fallen victim to what I stated You don't understand me 'cause I'm dyslexic My styles come sick as anorexic I don't sing church songs but bust shotguns At ministers 'cause I can't trust none Break out the skull and bones Here comes the ill a** n***a with the 357 chrome And it goes on in my maggot brain I remain insane to bring the pain with the migraine n***az with breasts I'll snatch yo' heart out 'cho chest And stand like a 'cano possessed as I finish 'em Your silicone leaks, n***a n***a, silicone All I hear is your screams Somebody's screamin' out my name I weigh my uzi on a triple beam Unload my magazine n***az can't read me Red rums all I hear so you wanna bleed me I pop n***az like corns, stickin' n***az like thorns And I yawns at your funeral while your family mourns I'm not inclined to sympathize in my mind I'll be glad when you in a body bag for bed time You can't afford this, all aboard this Night train, come and ride the midnight maggot brain I need some therapy I shot my therapist He got me pissed, 'cause I'm nothin' but a straight suicidalist Idiotic, my voodoo's symbiotic to a mad man I'm down to put a slug in an arean And I'm down for whatever, whenever, however Is clever whether forever or for never So don't test one mad motherf**er If you do, dick s**er, I'm a pop yo silicone n***a, silicone n***a My wicked sh** is wicked, n***az bite it when I kick it But I'm sick with this, it's so ridiculous I don't believe in God, so it's odd Every time I bust ill sh**, n***az screamin' "Oh my God" I got the G-Lo, I got the kilo And it's co*ked to pop, pop, pop piggity, pop pop And it don't stop it never did The wicked sh**'ll never die, I have no alibi for murder, sh** I'm contemplatin' suicide 24-7 And like I told your a** before it ain't no f**in' heaven I'm mannick depressed, I'm panicked to never confess I'm the one that put them slugs in my moma chest Premeditated murder's always on my f**in' mind Body outlined chalk to walk the flat line You wanna know what goes on in my maggot brain It won't stop until the whole world feels my pain Came in cold dependencies, suicidal tendencies Mental stress got me beggin' for eternal rest I must confess to the real, I'm out to k** a clone I pop tittie n***az that's silicone n***a, silicone n***a, n***a, silicone