I've watched a lot of things crumble in my hand Falling through my fingers like grains of sand When the hourgla** tips over on its side Does it create infinite moments or leave us trapped in time? Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down Slowly withering with no silver linings to any clouds I disa**ociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know Refill the sands and balance the scales, or let me go I'm becoming everything that I defied Withdrawn emotions, I've built a shell and I live inside I disa**ociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know And I'm drowning out, losing control I'm becoming everything I defied Slowly withering, there seems to be no way out Refill the sands, balance the scales, or let me go Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down Slowly withering with no silver linings to any f**ing clouds I disa**ociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know Drowning out, losing control Losing Control