Ernie Botts + The Miseries - Egor lyrics

Sit back collapsing into myself Too many nights spent k**ing my brain cells I get so everybody has a right to hate me Not enough time for sincere apology Drowning in her love for me In the past last thing I see Staring past the hatred in her eyes and on her lips Wrapping round my broken neck I'll lose nothing to slip Go down on my knees pray to my nothing god Empty adorations taunting me If only she could see me when I cry myself to sleep Then when she looks down on me it's all in sympathy Too much of a driver never getting back to sleep I drop the six ton on myself, I drop the six ton on myself Going back to my preoccupation with loving her to d**h Felt blood and pushed the knife in shuddering her last breath Revenge was never an option, no, it never was But no one cares if I push the bu*ton leave the lights on with the water running Pushed to the edge of noisomeness and d**h Knotted tight like copulating snakes Testing me when all I need to hear Is her heart beat one last time