Erkead - Dec 24th lyrics

This beat is f**ing tight (verse 1) My room is a mess, so is my head, so is my life, and so is my bed So over drinking and thinking about you, thinking about you and wishing i'm dead I can't move on to the next without sending a text and we start this all over again Thinking that exes are treasures, so i say i still want to be friends I know that you don't, and neither do i, i know that you're high Know that you'll start drinking wine, and crying, because we both know that i'm lying Again, thats nothing new, not that you knew, but i think you suspect Think you really been wishing me dead, thats a thing that i get No better off with out you, but you're no better off with me Doesn't take no gla** on the wall, for that to be something you see You're all that i breathe, all that i dream, all that i write, all that i need And you been making these songs, so i make them about you, you're all that i bleed [Chorus x2] I drink a little bit before i head to my room But i'd drink vodka if i knew i'd stop remembering you Yeah you know i'm unfocused, but you can't tell me i'm blue Cause things changed, i know you noticed its true (verse 2) Theres something to do, i'm lost in the morning its nothing new Mourning the morning, mourning the blue, morning the time that i spent all with you You made this beat, beat my heart, beat my brain and you took me apart I'm reusing lines to renew those lies, but it wasn't that hard I'm far from a place that'll make me feel better, far from a place with beautiful weather Far from reception i'll float like a feather, until you send a message i can't piece together I can't mend whats been broken, i can't see whats been spoken I can hear your heart beat but i can't get back whats stolen Stole my mind, you filled it up, with liquor and love i'm drunk But its the end of the year and i'm done, done done Its december twenty fourth, and we're both here, alone But I feel like we're together, but i still can't bring you home no [Chorus x2] I drink a little bit before i head to my room But i'd drink vodka if i knew i'd stop remembering you Yeah you know i'm unfocused, but you can't tell me i'm blue Cause things changed, i know you noticed its true Merry christmas Merry christmas Merry christmas You were on my wishlist my wishlist yup Merry christmas Yea merry christmas You were the only thing i had upon my wishlist. yeah *humming*