Erick Sermon - Keep It Real (Freestyle) lyrics

[Intro] Hey... I'm just trying to hold on, a n***a simply trying to hold on... I'm just trying to hold on... Lord.... Hold on.... [Verse] Caught in the middle of a spiritual actual battle that's going on now Lyrical 44's on one side RPG's on the other now Got me feeling, as if I be he who be losing As my spiritual synergy with G-o-d keep on oozing Having me feeling that I'm lacking actual capacity to be fighting Got me thinking in my mind maybe I should just be dying Maybe suicide is the only way to escape it I ain't quite sure what's going on but I know I need help of the greater If you real, which I know you be, you need to help me Cause I'm feeling as if maybe even I be he who be deemed helpless Not trying to be selfish, but simply I want to grow And it's other folks on the line I'm talking the sense of the spirit and soul I want 'em to grow, but how can they grow if I never show How can they even know the truth if no one ever kick it in a flow Spitting it vivid yo, kickin' it so, lyrical Lord you already know, what's going on I'm trying to hold on, steadily fighting getting sickened with anger Got me thinking deep in my mind I wish I had me a banger Spiritual fashion, commence to blastin' Point it at the devil epitome of he who be deemed a real spiritual ba*tard Then I'm laughing as I'm bussing, end of discussion As I see his blood gushing and he fall into the ground 6 feet deep And he's thinking in his mind "Oh, what happened" A real n***a got sick and tired of your rhine and commenced to steady blastin' You know what I'm saying, stick 'em, ha-ha ha, stick 'em Moving on forward in life and commence to kicking dope lyrics Like a lyrical 44 blowing holes in the domes of those who wanna oppose And attempt to corrode and erode the lyrical flow, but pimpin' i know I gots to keep on, keeping it true In case you ain't heard, my rap moniker what, really be 2Ru3 That's what I be doing and spewing pimpin' I'm only pursuing righteousness Letting you know on the real what it is really in this life we live We gotta keep fighting and struggling, trudging and going No matter how many times it be seeming we be hopeless And I know sometimes you prolly be feeling as if really living isn't even a blessing within it's self And actually if you wanna be having some peace, you might as well go 'head and die n***a Sometimes n***a, you prolly be thinking deep in your mind really Why do I, gotta deal with spiritual migraines Having me feeling deeply on the real pimpin' really that I'm insane Cause I don't really wanna be dealing with this pain daily Is anybody out there who got power go 'head start praying Help a brother who struggling, trying to be striving Trying to be the epitome of he who be bling bling bling you know shining like a diamond But it ain't about bragging and boasting It's about the epitome and example for other ones Who really wanna grow and see something Actually be something an r-o-l-e m-o-d to the e-l bruh For those who feel as if they got nobody to see As a roadmap for what it means to see better things [Outro] Trying to hold on... Baby... A n***a simply trying to hold on.... I'm just trying to hold on... Devil tormenting my soul..... I'm just trying to hold on....hey...