Turn me up, thats what the Mephan say, right? Listen A lot of people dont believe in me Use to be better, but always was rappers that aint seeing me But have fame Now Im in the lain on Cruise ? Gotta tell ?m excelling everything he read to me I play where I need to be They say I was domin as a coffin but then I lost it But never had the force live ? like a foases So I can never fall and Im running air with a ? And right there in that pretty cla** my body is exhausted Why dudes is spreading pray for love and Bradzila You can find me in the crib with buckets for bucket the crack sealers Like that was a plan for me Chose a different path they never last That men strategy, that always release a tragedy But God is still the author how stays on point like a ? And place a heart like a? since waiting a part of art ? He said he gonna be take there He wrap his arms around my heart when I was naked So I know what to say for a fear Pray to have a fair night This working on my life and those nights stand drop Man you dont kidding, my eyes open Thank for the far focus My goal will hit the road and touch the soul Hoping theyll find propose and see the joy thats giving to me If Im feeling every reason that make you ready on beat Cuz Lord I came in here with a million and I was lost in the dark The holes in your hand mix the holes in my heart You always lost in the dark Hole in my heart I was lost in the dark And dont you love me and I was lost in the dark The hozy your hand mixed the hole in my heart I could turn around and my life fell apart But you look on me and pick me up I sit alone in this f** corner room Fighting depression more affective then a tube Is no surprise I was affected from the toom Is no surprise I was infected from the roam Of a scenery deal, as soon as I enter I did That zip it wasnt for the reselections They fallow up the d**h I dont want perfection Said no one crack the sky, keep looking I heard yall ? keep pushing Cuz everything dont happened right a way Ive been practice on my patients, thats ride on way Yeah and so I sit here and get right on way Everything you had to say cuz I can die today Aah, and yo this life is so fake More then what you make it cuz thats cuz God its the creator And Christ is still the king and life without him will be throw The bottom weed tell me thats the way I trade it My nights I like to win it and my days like to sable Memories are good, memories I dont remember Chose and chase the world and now its mission all your splendor But still you remain the hot mender You tender, words for description Inside I feel conviction, hold my life, will paint the picture The hole will be infested and get mine talk to slow up They say they war and blow up and they forgot to show up But hold up some dudes just wanna know ruddy I just want a purpose for the sprit thats inside of me Try to find the ? this side inside of me Integrity is entirely they way Im living probably But the world is still looking So if you love Christ brother, sister just keep pushing Lord you love me when I was lost in the dark The holes in your hand makes a hole in my heart I could turn around and my life get apart But you looked on me and your love just set us apart Lord you love me when I was lost in the dark The holes in your hand makes a hole in my heart I could turn around and my life get apart But you looked on me and your love just set us apart The last time that I rhyme on this beat Mother care, still up and she was clapping for me That was years ago but now she just resting in peace I think all for her encourage invested in me She told me You young man keep pushing And I heard her And Lord you love me when I was lost in the dark The holes in your hand makes a hole in my heart