Eric Sanderson - Today, I Feel Like I'm Evolving lyrics

Today I feel like I'm evolving Taking two stairs at a time Learning to love you and to keep you As a staple in my mind Well I never met a woman So afraid she'd never grow out of a girl I will see you in the morning With your words across my eyes And I will learn the things I can When out your bed you finally rise And I will tell you of my travels Now I know more and I'm considering the world Well I never met a woman So afraid she'd ever grow out of a girl You make me wonder about my fate I have been shaken by your sensitivity Cause I am vulnerable but I am strong And I wrong sometimes And since the day that I was born I wanted to be aged and worn Hoping for callous and for burn Hoping there was something I could learn Can you feel me now? Can you feel me whisper in your ear? The things you think you fear? I used to dream that I had cancer Just so I knew how it felt I still wonder now and then But seeing the pain that it has dealt Well I lost a friend of mine Out in Arizona quite some time ago And since then I've been more careful 'Bout the things I do or say I will keep my lover close to me Until I see the day that I must answer for my words And gain perspective on my placement in the world Well I never met a woman who I loved I end up finding I don't care But you make me wonder about fact You make me wonder if I'll take you back again Cause I am vulnerable but I am strong And I am wrong a lot And I cannot keep you off mind I have tried but you come right back in again Cause you are shaken and I am scared And I will care for you Jillian we are nothing without faith We must try harder than we said We thought we could Cause you are scared and I am home You're not alone now dear (You're not alone now dear) Now I've been running for a while My vicious drive has finally tired I want to settle in my skin I am a man now not a child Can you feel me now? Can you feel me Brush against your skin My fingers are knocking once again But you will never let me in