Eric "Ricky" Pariseau - Fairytale lyrics

[Verse 1] The same heart that stopped beating, is the same one that shattered We were one in unison, everything started heating with this matter So clumped together like an atom, electronegativity could've smashed 'em I remember parts of our life being crazy when we would say these ladder Of different things, each getting badder and badder than the one last heard But, what I last heard, made the future, present and the past hurt I was handed your diary, read everything you wrote before you died early "Dear diary, I can't stand my damn anxiety, a variety of emotions Set in motion, feels like I'm drowning in an ocean Everything coinsides with beef I don't even understand, people bully me So much, I needed to get a crutch I try to be nice to everyone I don't get it, tomorrow, I'll have fun, I've got the gun I'll be happy again, ready to meet my maker, Done being a quaker It's time to end this steady war that's been going on in my mind Leaving me confined to the hatred of the outside world…" On that night, she ripped up the Doc's referrel, the bullet shined like a pearl When I asked about the girl, her mother squeezed me like a chew toy She whispered "Look at you, boy, haven't seen you in a blue moon," joy Came to her expression but her expression lessoned, she was also pained with new news She handed me a note left behind, who knew someone so good, could go too soon [Verse 2] I opened the letter, for worse or for better, read what upset her She layed things openly with said hurt "…If you're reading this, it means I've found my way out Thank you for helping with everything you could, now It's time for me to move on…" She was pronounced dead at the break of dawn Continued reading the letter sent, "I'll always love you till the end Of time, till time itself doesn't exist in it's prime, I promise, this isn't goodbye Whipe the tears in your eyes, d**h won't do us part…" At this part, I felt a crack in my heart Like an earthquake pounded through it's stable concrete I stood by the lake where we always would eat On picnics and joke around, We'd also talk about what astounds Us and talk about what got us down "…Rick, you've always had the crown, you're my king, I'm your queen…" Thinking about this moment, while looking at the scene All I can do now, is look into the sky and ask God, "Why?" [Verse 3] Went into my pocket, took out a locket and placed it in your casket And the sadness, you just couldn't mask it, pain soared like a rocket Becoming nauseous, thinking through the process of your last pic That you took, looking at it, thoughts shoot through like automatics Your beautiful eyes closed, People staring as my tears explode Wasn't kosher, I became closer and closer as you were lowered I made an oath, no, a vow to never love again, forever a loner… So I go into hybernate mode, wake up and walk this lonely road [Outro] I hope you're smiling at my decisons, while I'm sitting here wishing Wishing to see you again, oh, I'll wonder what it's like to be sitting In Paradise, My dear friend, I have a lot to tell you when we meet again Please don't blame yourself, for all of us going through hell You fought all that you could, Yelled all that you could If only it all worked out, but life ain't no Fairytale