Eric Mayson - Sleepdrone/superposition lyrics

I ain't waiting for nothing I just show up to shine That or don't show at all Sit at home and unwind They continue they fronting They keep ignoring the signs Ain't sh** out there I'm hunting Everything in its time An it's right now That bright black With a sharp tongue And the beats crack And he bites back With shark teeth And he eats that That black blocker That can't stop when the coppers creep And I don't show up I'm trash talk I'm f** peace I'm Chris Dorner I'm Doberman dirty off leash I'm Mike Brown I'm Eric Garner I can't breathe We face down Our teeth are touching the concrete They curb stomping us Wearing a crown in our streets It makes the Bullsh** trivial Gave a lot of trust and some years to Some miserable- Castles made of sand Heavy hand holding shovels And trouble man Counts his real friends on his hook stump I used to spend a lotta thought on loss I used to need for every feeling amplified too You prolly learned early it's better to be hated And I hate whoever taught you that I'm happy to have learned from you Same page different book (weird) Hard feelings Soft hearts overlooked (But) Not here Your whole veneer 20/20 clear Keep my warnings out your people's ear let em try to steer For themselves Water and bridges Hurricanes and tryna rebuild visions Pick a pain I'm sure that I got limits But f** it, I'll make incisions Till I'm dead and re-risen as energy Tryna exist in superposition Tryna exist in superposition Tryna exist in superposition Clock tickin Keep livin Man listen Come on [Chorus] Show up to shine Show me a sign I tried to write a note to everyone who came out and supported when my kidney couldn't clean up my poisonous blood But I just stared at the page And when I wrote it I felt nothing but the numbing of cliche and tasted nothing but batteries and iron all over my tongue Words rusted in place And all I want is to chisel my initials into something permanent now And raise up these damn kids and make my momma so f**ing proud And mutilate a couple crowds (Dead) And all I want is to make art Keep takes Break what they say it is Fakes run the game And your boy ain't playing it Nah there ain't no sense in this haze If it's up to me I'll keep the questions in my frequency and throw em often From now until the coffin calls 'em And spit where ever cops be walking [Kathleen Hanna] You're supposed to be happy to be alive You're supposed to be lucky to be alive You're supposed to be If it's up to me The only people in the streets with guns lead communities or hunt for food they need to fight threw Maybe peacefully. But that's a big maybe There's more than one way to skin Schrödinger's cat Not sure what's holding you back There's nothing seriously stopping us Getting blown off the map Yeah, tryna exist in [Hard_R] Predict coming events Visions make me dense So f** your two cents Still a shoulder rub gent Colder with resent Fold for what it's meant It's over, my man Go eat a Xan [Allan Kingdom] You gotta prove your position You got a new superstition I coulda never sold dope and hustled through your position Gimme all black weddings and an all white funeral Ball like pendulums I write numerals Numbers on the boards of life and all mics shootable Even on your frozen nights when all thighs useable (future addiction) [Hard_R] I'm not an MC What's up, candy rappers" White talkin' keys no houses but with backwards All these new OGs they got us moving backwards Whole race at our knees History in the crapper [Astronautalis] I want the food to taste like poison Till poison tastes like food I want your home to feel like prison Till you up and hit the road I want your job to feel like torture Till you burn the building down I want to raise a f**ing family out the ashes of this town [P.O.S] I miss a quark And my dark parts wish I didn't She called me buster and gutted me at the finish And then it ended- Only clean break ever and I love her more now prolly cuz of that In the black I miss a writer Who never quite took my edits I built a pedestal taller than she could let it And I love her more now cuz of that Infinite slack I tied my own rope she took it back Instead In the red - Balancing books and Pre cum promises When love is mean enough to go where it's not wanted and f** up a good simple an sweet Bliss Repeat Campsite rules Hope it's better when you leave I miss myself without these calluses Only hate two and call em dad so the irony could can cut through I won't be at either funeral I don't need to see I disrespect them gleefully and eat the pain, rage and guilt I keep it deep in me Release my fist When my ashes hit the pacific and I'm infinitely swimming in the ether Where the teachers be- Waves Thumbs up Sungla**es emoji Peace Tryna exist in superposition Tryna exist in superposition Tryna exist in superposition Clocks ticking Keep living Man listen Come on [Kathleen Hanna] Am I trapped inside my body like it's a burning building [Chorus] Show up to shine Show me a sign [Kathleen Hanna] Or am I the match that lit myself on fire [Chorus] Show up to shine Show me a sign (Like a snowflake in an avalanche) I been waiting for nothing This pain is nothing I be clutching my stomach But this, this here is nothing Scheming on what I wanted This pain is nothing This pain is pumping through my veins it's nothing Nothing is what I'll take Everything in its time Nothing is what I'll ask for Everything I will make Ready the f**ing drums Get ready to feel it shake It's better than being numb And better owning mistakes Jehu Yank crime on ten Scream super unison Superposition livin an Dream like a hooligan Live like (them) Dreams might be Like a real life See them react Try to Act how it feels right An go Tryna exist in superposition (go) Tryna exist in superposition (go) Tryna exist in superposition (go) Clocks ticking Keep living Man listen Come on [Chorus] Show up to shine Show me a sign Show up to shine Show me a sign Show up to shine Show me a sign Show up to shine Show me a sign