Epidemic (US-CA) - Lament lyrics

Caught off guard Or I was even on Forcing me down hard Striking even blows Monochrome mind Is my only control Nothing can make me whole Never dreamed so real Never felt the way I feel Soft innards skin of steel Pounding hard I will reveal Static from the prison Saturates my porous head Distracted by the vision Of the chrome that's cracking under Stability I've never known Catwalk frail and sagging low Clutching at thin air Walking my frail wooden ledge My eyes burning, my head pounding Don't let me slip Walk out from dark into the gray Pain is relative in every way I bit the nail that broke my back Now it's chasing, help I'm falling Now it's broken my neck I can't believe I fell for that A blissful ignorance, a comforting Fact Now it's shoved me down, burrowed in my head Is the real me trapped or is he dead Alone Aligned Iwalk Abort Confort I scream Sharpening, deafening, shock Critical, no more Feeble now was my attempt For my image gone now to lament Kicked the chair from under me I've always wondered but now I see That all this can come to pa** Kicking, choking, soul flies as I gasp Dross of life is gone from me Soon I won't know sin Nor blood Nor screams Alone Aligned I walk Critical No more Shut out Sharpening, deafening, shock Free me, take this, break me