I blamed you once for your mistakes But now I'm here swallowing my pride again I know you tried your best and I regret for Not feeling pleased and crucify you instead I know my tears couldn't save me from my sins But I hope it may ask for my forgiveness My apologies cannot justify The way I felt and the cross you bore for me If I cried sometimes with no one by my side It was because I was weak and I couldn't claim for 20 long years of silence in our lives I know my tears couldn't save me from my sins But I hope it may ask for my forgiveness I want you to hear this, there's a door to be opened And that's what I'm waiting for When you see me on my knees, be sure that I'll need a hand And your backing to face my fears I'm dying helpless, I'm just waiting for you to say you care Although I know you won't come I'd rather believe maybe you will And I hope so