When you are far I change, undo the pain But when you're not I see me kneeling, repentant I'm avoiding the tears that reminds me of old memories To stare at the eyes once blinded by fear I heard you whispering Realizing that we are no longer the same I feel your heart crumbling over again But now I'm stronger cause I can reject my stance Begging you not to see me as I do Forgive me and help me to forgive myself too I'm not wasting my time, waiting for you It has been a long year alone, for we both I've been deceiving my love while you destroyed yours And that made you forget.... that I still care The game we're playing Will hurt only if you deny what you feel And then there will be nothing to ease up my pain But now I'm stronger cause I can reject my stance Begging you not to see me as I do Forgive me and help me to forgive myself too But I still hope this distance can get us closer Just for a day or longer, no matter Just if that's what we want