English Frank - Defining Moment lyrics

[Verse 1: English Frank] This is my defining moment, see everything I've ever wrote Is only a small fraction of what I've lived to see up on the roads When I was rolling with my Os and ? You joking I ain't talking open on this track when I've got investigations open Got some real brothers in my team and some real ones too Real ones holding a (shh), real ones holding a few Because you know, a real youth will never try and snake you Unless you weren't real to him, then he might flip pot on you But forget working hand to hand, I'm 27 fam If I don't know where your mum lives me and you ain't making plans Flashbacks to hot-boxing in a battered van Always had the marylands and tools on me they called me handyman I'm the f**ing candyman just say my name and I'm there At your door, with a fat draw, a 3.2 Ford Escort In '06 I pushed a 2.8, and a 3.2 Rolling dirty with no license, give a f** what the police do The ends made me celebrate, going days without s** Grinding so hard so that one day I can leave these projects See most of the olders are no where left in the ends with no friends I build a f**ing empire got a house and a Benz Forget a 100 man crew, I'd rather have a dog and a skeng And a couple real mandem that'd ride with me till the end You violated? Say nothing, let me see enourmous? see them again, seeing believing who'd believe that he's dead [Hook: Aydoe Soul] - x2 Before every great change, comes a little pain So while I'm struggling now I keep on loving (?) He's gonna guide me along the way And help me rise for another day [Verse 2: Aydoe Soul] Remember back then, we never cared to talk about this life We never had no vision, and we just stook around the hype Just making bad decisions, with other clicks having mad collisions And street robbing and shotting got half the mans in prisons I lost contact with many a men in the pen Because they hid the road and when they come back and again and again But thats the way the system wants so many can't see it Aydoe Soul on the road and they don't know what they thought they could afford to wear Or could afford to wear, I'm on the air I finally got the chance to make my plans fall into fruition Abort the superstition because I'm shining look, when I'm rising up the roots of wisdom I need to find a balance, I'm trying to live lavish in a palace But I got some bad habits that I need to manage I'm a star 9 member, Luton forever living here Because I'm not chilling at the bottom of this pyramid [Hook] - x2 [Verse 3: English Frank] My head is gone, my head is not a good head Wishing someone mutted my life so I can start it all again I done, so much sinning how the hell can I repent If karma's true, god'll probably want to see me catch leng I still got a couple enemies still gotta catch them Or should I be the bigger man and let their guilt rot their soul? What if they don't follow god I gotta teach them on my own But them I'm back to square one, when'll man learn to let it go, beef Real paranoid when man is gunning for your life Being scared ain't an option so you prepare yourself to die Are you on that 5 star hotel sipping on cognac? Contactless combat contract getting a cong back From playing football with a tennis ball To playing football on a tennis court I remember my friend used to sell draw I used to dream of 5 bills now every other day I splash them Monkey frankton from bricky playing my shotguns in the country Cooking friends are on the barbecue spitting a bar or two My people own a bar or two a couple barbours too Certain man are getting bars for two I can't stop bars to you But I can die with you for a drink four queens faces in pink This life is not what you think All of this materialistic bullsh** won't mean a thing, when your mum is singing hymns When you're on your d**h bed wishing you never would have sinned Living a live of hate that leaves you feeling soulless within [Hook]