Engerica - Who Would be Me? lyrics

I put my hand across your mouth I lock the door just to keep them out I kiss the gla** for one last taste And smother myself with a pillow case I shut my eyes and I hold my breath The taste of cloth, well it makes me gag I feel the puke marching up my throat I chuck, and now I gotta sleep in it And now I feel so stupid And now I feel so stupid, wouldn't you? And now I feel so stupid A few weeks pa** and my sheets smell clean But tomorrow at school, where the kids are mean I creep downstairs and I pop twelve pills I choke, and now I'm in an ambulance And now I feel so stupid And now I feel so stupid, wouldn't you? And now I feel so stupid