Engelsstaub - Per aspera ad astra lyrics

My sadness seems to eat up my inside. Even then when I met Jesus the first time on my way out in the world. I begged him just to release me in this world if it would be worth living. At that time I thought Jesus is kindly but now I know he is cruel. He released me in a world of baseness, of hate and of unbelievable d**h. Thy eyes shine like the bloody wounds of christ. When I touch you my body fades like a flower in your light. I drink wine from thy fiery lips and it permeates into my defiled body. Thy eyes are full of love, warmth and shelter. Thy sweet lovers kiss makes my tongue liquifying itself. These are my last hours before I became blissful. The virginal d**h is a torture for life but let the virgins kiss thy heart. Smartened with a thorny crown my head lies in your fold. At the beginning I thought my doubts were thoughts. But this celebration was only pure hate. Such a delusion and lie leads to your devil inside, you want me dying with you and so I pray only to my dead God