I live inside of my head, I never get out of bed, I am plaid in a sea of white, and I never sleep at night. Life is, not a test, life is, a pointless quest it will end, sometime soon, but it is, not a boon. They filled me, with their social b.s., now I feel, less and less. Popularity, biggest curse, there is, nothing worse. Fitting in, is only good, when it's a sin, and not a should. III want to live, but I can not, I'm alone, trapped, inside, the wall. I want to k**, with my bare hands, but no one ever, understands I love nothing, but myself, all of you, can love yourself. it's all full, of national sh**, since we're made, from a mail-order kit. They can't, understand, why they're losing, all their sand. There is no past where bullsh** lasts. There is no past where bullsh** lasts. There is no past where bullsh** lasts. There is no past where bullsh** lasts.