End Of A Year - Let's Grow Fat And Unhappy Together lyrics

Is it selfish I won't forfeit ambition for anyone or supposed love? Am I a fool to believe love wouldn't ask me to leave behind the things I enjoy in life? Or is to commit a blood-grooved knife, poised at my mouth Lusting to break these teeth and carve the tongue out? Pressured to marry, told I need an heir Coal mine canary, got me praying for bad air Wedlock's a dry dock, we load our hopes onto ships Friends see us off, wave politely, give us money for the trip But this is goddamn Marysburgh, never your calm waters This is needy bullsh** somehow tied to your father Oh honey oh honey, Oh dear oh dear I lay on the tile, stool leg in my mouth While you sit above me always eating gaining weight and crushing Here's what I've learned of life, an observation: ANYTIME A CONTRACT IS NEEDED, IT ISN'T WORTH THE PAPER