Empress Of - When I'm With Him lyrics

You fell me lost Let me like a desert rain I tried to fight But I just don't feel the same I feel possessed I speak but can't express I lay in bed Replaying life with (?) Give me one of that Give me one of it I'm going back and forth Like branches in the breeze Give me one of that Give me one of it I don't know how to tell you Tell you I feel like I'm the outside looking in When I'm with him I don't know how to love now, I pretend When I'm with him [?] I feel possessed I can't help but repress All of the signs Telling me that I'm not fine Give me one of that Give me one of it I'm driving myself crazy sitting silently Give me one of that Give me one of it I don't know how to tell you Tell you I feel like I'm the outside looking in When I'm with him I don't know how to love now, I pretend When I'm with him I'm sleepwalking every time Trying to don't know why On the outside looking in When I'm with him I'm playing a part But it's getting too hard Awake in the dark It's too late to tell you Tell you I feel like I'm the outside looking in When I'm with him I don't know how to love now, I pretend When I'm with him I feel like I'm the outside looking in When I'm with him I on the outside looking in When I'm with him