Employed To Serve - Watching Films To Forget I Exist lyrics

I would try and climb these walls But I am scared That there is barbed wire waiting at the top I keep coming to these conclusions, that this is how to live But it doesn't help all the confusion 17 and no dreams break a leg, break a leg Eyes on you Make a move Like the rest Just as they do They all make it look so easy, but it really isn't Now climb into your grave Let's hope you dug it deep, and not shallow Like our expectations for you Your just one more name on the list Nothing new, nothing special Raise your hand feel the blade Fix a drink reminisce to when you could tolerate life Till all hope bled, from your outlook To the ones with the sun in their eyes Good for you, your way of life I refrain Nothing to you Eyes on you Make a move Eyes on you See it through There's no motivation to be perfect There's no motivation to be… like you Severed from My life Nothing to prove Nothing to lose but it all Severed from my life Nothing to prove Lose it all I've got to, pretend that life isn't really happening Lost it all I need to, convince myself that I don't exist I could start dreaming, but how do I dream when I cannot sleep? I could start wishing, but what do I wish for when I don't know what I want?