Emirsian - Drop Your Survival Kit lyrics

Don't be scared I'm fading away You're pushing hard Try as you may Let me walk on coals or on ice Get through the temper Pain is precise Drop your survival kit The first time's hard but you'll tolerate Subsequent times will make you feel betrayed You'll be suffering hard and fall apart Is this how the story ends Or just another attempt When you're on The outside Looking in and shell decide What she wants I'll be the last to know Until it shows And my eyes learn to see A cloud up so very high Reminds me of your quiet denial Down and down and down we slide It's tricky but we gotta decide Allow me to ask you If what I want is what I can't have Do I have to love what I've got? Don't blame me Don't hate me Just because I'm the one To tell you what's wrong While it's watching you It's holding you You can leave All you feel behind Don't waste your time… heal