Eminem - Ms. Jenkins lyrics

[Hook: sample of "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen] Momma, just k**ed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Momma, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away [Ca$his] Geah, it's Ca$his, Shady Records Real music, not fool music [Verse 1] There was just - a lot tears shed over what you been through A mother's pain pays, for what her kid do As Brian light fades, in the rearview You enslaved to her, but gotta skid through We was both bangin, Brian and I Different neighborhoods so we chose different sides Confrontaton in the street, so we had to ride I won the fight, his pride felt I had to die He screamed 1-8-7; I say, "I never hide" You know where I'm at boy, I ain't hard to find A couple weeks went by, we pa**in time He seen me in the alley with his n***as, I Was just dealin off Cavi then I seen the .9 Then I, heard a shot, he just kept firin I started runnin, duckin, now I'm hidin The whole time conscious of my own homicide and I got away, click-click in the nick of time His clip dropped down, he start signifyin "You a b**h Ca$h, run with your b**h a**" Heard sirens, then I heard him hit the gas Right then, I knew your son wouldn't last I said to myself, "Folk, I gotta k** his a**" Roll through my apartment, hit the buildin fast Gun out of my closet, hit the stick and dash Put the, strap in my pocket, on my mission I saw him Down the block sittin back, sippin 'gnac I walked up like, "What's the business fam?" He stared d**h in the eyes, then he shook his head The broad he was with, shook as f** Put the barrel to his head, buck buck buck! He fell to the ground, gra** covered with blood I probably go to hell for what I did to your son I walked off slowly bugged, I ain't run It's been five years, and no it's never over He left me no choice, I offer you closure... He left me no choice, I offer you closure [Hook] [Hook 2X: Ca$his - overlapping Hook] Dear Ms. Jenkins, I send you my love Hi, I'm Ca$his, I murdered your son I'm closin the chapter, on what has begun Dear Ms. Jenkins, I murdered your son [Verse 2] Dear momma, if you gettin this letter I'm dead, I'm sorry if you gettin this letter Wait - I'm sorry I ain't live a lil' better My own selfish will wouldn't send you this letter See - I had my hat co*ked on the wrong spot I threw the right sign up, on the wrong block Blaow, blaow, bloaw! Ramone shot f** a Ca$his momma! Ramone shot It started as a fight, on a distant night But far off the homicide, pistols tight We still... grieve over your brother Now you, grieve over your son - what the f**? He squabbed me up, this my hood Some n***a named Ca$his from Chris' hood He supposed to come back with iron, I ain't scared Yes I am momma, I don't wanna be dead But I can't run; too late, to try and change it Born as your son but dyin as a banger When my name gets discussed for entertainment Never share this letter with a stranger Please, please [Hook] + [Hook] [Verse 3] Dear Brian, it's Ca$his, I can't sleep I had to bang you, before you bang me Just like I blame you, you could blame me We both gave up our lives for banging (yeah) We didn't know each other but we share the same hate Your d**h is my life, so we share the same fate This ain't what bangin was for, k**in for nothin Your d**h gave karma for the d**h of my woman (Monique!) I'm tryin to make amends cause within I'm croak But outside I'm hard, my friends don't know I'm sorry that I k**ed you, I know it don't mean sh** We both could've stopped it, if we only seen sh** Happens for a reason we don't even know it When you leave here, do you know where you goin? I'm sendin my apologies through a song Maybe we can reconcile when I'm gone [Hook] + [Hook]