Emil Bulls - Paranoid Love Affair lyrics

I have driven rusty nails deep into this love You're so right it's all my fault Trust me I lie to girls to save this paranoid love affair I've pushed my luck again Now it's time for a radical change cause I´m about to break down The mental war machine creeps on Little strokes fell big oaks It's like starring on the clock that tells time is threatening your life I implode and explode You destroy the thing you love No- it's the other way around What you love destroys you You keep on thinking it's your fault I swear next time I have to choose I'll choose myself Maybe I'm fine when I´m alone I'll push my luck again and again