Emerald - A Past Never Born lyrics

Every day I wake up lying on the floor I know it will be a day like all my days were before I am alone but there is a dark something in me A thronging voice, and it won't leave me be I curse these shadows that are clutching at my heart But I am too weak now to search for a new start I know it's too late to turn back the hands of time Soon comes the day I'll just fade away and die And when I'm falling asleep forevermore I will remember a past never born When I turned thirteen, it's when my fate took its course The day I lost childhood innocence I remember with remorse Now I am sitting on the snow-clad curb stone God if you can hear me, please don't leave me alone I know it's too late to turn back the hands of time Soon comes the day I'll just fade away and die And when I'm falling asleep forevermore I will remember a past never born Now I am just dreaming Of a new dawn Where my heart is whole Not scarred and torn The day draws nearer A herald of the end My life shall he a monument To you my friends Now I see clearer What I gave away I am aware I'm lost I've gone astray When my time has gone by Angels will mourn For a wasted life A past never born