EMC Senatra - LongLiveJrox lyrics

Im looking back on every memory you ever left me Im reading back on every message you ever sent me Im thinking back when we got high and got caught by your mom I couldn't ever picture my life with you being gone And when I see your number I wanna give you a call But then that hurts me cause I know You won't answer at all I'm acting strong but inside I can feel that I'm weak And when I dream of heaven I can see you wit your wings And everyday is getting harder but i'm getting through kicking back thinking when I used to always chill wit you Smoking Like a blunt or two, we would take em to the face writing this I had to hold the tears from running down my face And even though you gone, i still feel you wit us I still see you at shows, like if you taking pictures Now I get high to be in the sky wit you sometimes I catch myself just wishing I died wit you I've been lost in these streets It's been hard without you homie, believe me After all the things we've been through I always thought i'd do it wit you See lately it's been hard for me to get you out my head Smoke until my eyes are red like what if I was dead Cause I don't really know what hurts me the most The fact you gone, or the fact you will not see me grow And to the artist you believe i'd be You don't know what you mean to me Cause when everyone doubted You were the one that believed in me I've been lost, and I don't know what to do cause when I seen you on TV I wished it wasn't the news And when I'm cruising and slaucin, I see me riding wit you And when I'm rolling this dojo you know I hit it for you I just need to gain this strength to keep on pushing without you You'll always be my brother, I'll never forget about you