Emanny - Immortal lyrics

[Produced by Boi-1da & Vinylz] [Verse 1: Joe Budden] What if the hunger was missin'? What if the pa**ion was gone? If we're truthfully speakin', never saw it lastin' this long If the words didn't rhyme, what would I do for a livin'? But I've been dead for so long, I figure I'm due for some livin' They only see the effects, never pay no mind to the cause My thinking is so complex, implicit, he can get lost What if everybody was real and I wasn't surrounded by frauds? The moral in that is so priceless just cause I know what it costs Lookin' back, damn near every problem, I had it Never got 'em retracted I combat it, problematic, every problem of an addict But that's just the way the cards fell Heartfelt but can you be cheated if God dealt? f** this sh**, only regret that I have is never bein' regretful I mean they all tried to k** me, none of them were successful A few I knew for some years, some never met me and tried But you can't k** nothin' that's ready to die [Hook: Joe Budden & Emanny] They say I live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just livin' my own way, own way, like I can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The air I breathe and the ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal [Verse 2: Joe Budden] And now I'm feelin' like Steven when he was up in that hospital n***a shot him nine times, they got him thinkin' illogical Crippled, feelin' immortal, he cheated d**h, he unstoppable He just want that revenge, n***a, feel like dying's impossible They want me to regress like I ain't been through the worst Instead of me bein' blessed, they want me pinned in that dirt If you knew me in the past you would think my winning's deserved They never noticed my path and all the sins I did first Both my parents did d**, see they put them syringes to work And I carry that same exact gene, but I never mention I'm cursed Those prescriptions were murder, I blame it all on that nurse She started my relapse way back, I developed a thing for them percs f** this sh**, only regret that I have is ever bein' regretful Them f**in' pills tried to k** me, none of them were successful I close my hands on my knees, send these words to the sky You can't k** nothin' that's ready to die, f** this sh** [Hook] Say I live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just livin' my own way, own way, like I can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The air I breathe and the ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal [Verse 3: Joe Budden] See I'm so self destructive, hurt anyone that come near Done it my whole career, was always one of her fears Hurt her so much in the past, I'm supposed to be healin' her But she love me so much, she say that it's only k**in' her Now she say she can't watch it, pill poppin', it's toxic Promised her I would stop it, just go hide when I pop it It's a shame we can never be the same, wasn't prideful How can I tell you I'm nowhere near finished from bein' suicidal? Baby that wasn't me, just some n***a that smelled like me f** like you stuck by some n***a that felt like me You watched me lose weight, you just waited there helplessly You just offerin' help to me, I just dissed the sh** selfishly When you left, I condemned you, really I should commend you Not for havin' that in you, but for havin' the strength to I make amends to you now, you shouldn't have seen me that high I k**ed you when you wasn't ready to die [Hook] Say I live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just livin' my own way, own way, like I can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The air I breathe and the ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal