Elusive - Sleepless Dream lyrics

[Verse 1] My life's like a dream, but this ain't where I wanna be See, I ain't gotta be apart of your society But I guess it's easy just to say I feel stronger alone Now the only one I'm lying to is me.. So I pick the microphone up, you can feel when the flow hit Like I'm just saying what I feel, but they call me a poet I never meant to make it rhyme, yeah, I do it all the time But I love you, and I wanted to make sure, that you know it Everywhere I go, I see you there and I break apart But I ain't gotta cover it up, no more, I give you my naked heart Cause now I'm done walking through the rain Like I'd been through all of this beautiful pain, and then I made it art But if this ain't the start, of something new Why'd you come into my life, to leave when I needed you See, this ain't a dream, but now I seem to be moving through it Just to be reminded, why I'm alive, and I'm breathing, too But if this is me, and I am not ready to take that leap I ain't gonna make a promise, that you don't want me to keep And they say what goes around, comes around But I ain't coming up, from the underground, unless it's when I am sound asleep.. [Hook] I know that you're afraid of the light.. But you don't wanna know what it's like.. Opening your eyes in the middle of the night.. And the only thing you're feeling is belittlement inside.. (This sleepless dream..) But you don't wanna see me fight.. Only time I tell the truth is on the mic.. I hope you can hear me now, cause you're the only reason that I write.. But I think it might be time I said goodbye to.. (This sleepless dream..) [Verse 2] So when I'm gone, I hope you know You were everything I wanted, but I couldn't take it slow I hoped I'd become strong, and I guess that I was wrong Cause I'm writing you yet another love song, like here we go But this is different, try to hear me out Cause this time, you already know what I'm about I'm feeling lonely by myself When it's cold, and now my only enemy is all my self-doubt And still I felt, I was lost Like our hearts became halves, as soon as our paths crossed But I wish that you'd of stayed, instead we strayed And now I'm sitting here, afraid, of what you made me hate, I paid the cost Cause you're the only thing I need to hold Forget the freedom, with me would you be as cold? I know it seems, like it's all just a dream, but I would have took an oath To be there, until we're both old.. [Hook] [Verse 3] But I don't know if this is real My life's going round in circles - need to reinvent the wheel And sometimes I feel like you're my only fan, but I ain't Superman So don't think you can take my heart, and treat it like it's made of steel Cause it'll shatter, from the stress Like I'm giving you my all, don't settle for nothing less You know I'm only doing this to impress you, but if this ain't a question Then why would I hope that you'll be saying yes As I express, what's on my mind And if you ain't know it's true, by now, you must be blind Never met somebody who was so kind, treated me, like a king You were everything I wanted, but I couldn't find On my own, I said I'd fight Cause if I ain't gonna change, then the weather might But when I think of you it hurts, so this music is a curse And I swear this will be the last verse I ever write.. [Hook x 2]