Elk City - Close to me lyrics

I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish i'd stayed asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Just try to see in the dark Just try to make it work To feel the fear before you're here I make the shapes come much too close I pull my eyes out Hold my breath And wait until i shake But if i had your faith Then i could make it safe and clean If only i was sure That my head on the door was a dream I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish i'd stayed asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me But if i had your face I could make it safe and clean If only i was sure That my head on the door Was a dream