Elias - Losing Control lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't understand why I'm chasing affection At dinner with this girl I'm barely paying attention I got you on my mind I'm never learning my lesson Cause when you pull the plug you end up losing connection Even when you're next to me I'm feeling the distance Every other day is like, tell me what is this Only when you're lonely you're like baby I miss this Once upon a time you were all on my wishlist All i wanted for Christmas Now I'm driving more to leave it all behind I'll tell you that I'm doing just fine I'll tell you that you're special, that you're one of a kind So I don't break your heart like you did mine Losing control is like the worst phrase Like tell me when I had it in the first place Like tell me when I had it in the first place Thought our story would be longer than the first page Need to vent it out, don't you get it now I'll write a thousand lines just to get it out I need to let it out for me to get around If I ever had control it's gone now Our picture frame is perfect but I see the broken pieces You got my favorite sweater, don't you worry you can keep it I think about us all the time and know that ain't a secret If you told me you loved me I don't know if you would mean it All I know is this feeling is getting old If you saw me you would think nothings wrong I don't know if I'll ever have control I haven't felt like myself in so long [Hook] Rhyme through the city like ain't nothing to it Got a smile on my face like ain't nothing to it Like yeah yeah yeah same things what we doing Every time I send a text I'm like man what you doing Took the back roads Now I'm headed for the sunset I hate when you get upset But lately I've been upset And lately I'm adjusting To everything that we been To everything that we said And everything I never meant And every call I never sent If there's one thing you should know I'm losing control [Verse 2] I said a lot of things that I didn't mean But those feelings came from somewhere Riding in your neighborhood doing me And we're fighting in my car like why'd I come here And if you're listening now, I wanna tell you what's worth it Without imperfections how can I tell you what's perfect I broke you more than promises you didn't deserve it And every sorry you heard it but tell me how could I word it That wasn't all me, it was me and you There should be a word for it, you heard me too Instead of heartbreak, why'd you give me two Young and naive like, I'll never leave Now we're never together You say it's for the better and our feelings whatever I'll put my heart in a tether And I'll keep writing these letters as if I never cared Put a smile on my face like I never cared The way you replying it's like you never cared Did you forget who we were, cause I was there It's hard to blame you when I'm feeling it too It's hard to be okay when I'm better with you It's hard to move on running into you I'm losing control I don't know what to do [Hook] Rhyme through the city like ain't nothing to it Got a smile on my face like ain't nothing to it Like yeah yeah yeah same things what we doing Every time I send a text I'm like man what you doing Took the back roads Now I'm headed for the sunset I hate when you get upset But lately I've been upset And lately I'm adjusting To everything that we been To everything that we said And everything I never meant And every call I never sent If there's one thing you should know I'm losing control