Eli Rawlins - Survive lyrics

[Verse 1: King Ritchey] Sometimes I feel like Imma lose it like Bishop in Juice I hate my life, I'm hanging loose like a recluse I already know every motherf**er hates the true So I hate you and that's nothing but the truth I got what comes around and it makes my f**ing head spin Karma think she taught me a lesson but the f** is she testing? I've been taught life lessons for more than a semester Like when me and my mom fought, and they didn't arrest her Sometimes I feel like I'm locked up in alcatraz Everything, I want it platinum, like an album plague Empty Bottles & Broken Dreams, that's all I ever see I wanna feel to the fullest but that ain't life's cup of tea I put my pain on the paper like I used blood for the ink Then, spill my guts on a record like it's a bathroom sink A long time ago, I used to live a better life So you gotta make it in the world in order to survive [Hook] [Verse 2: Eli Rawlins] Yesterday I saw the pain and the rain outside my window Went in an everyday quest like my name was Black Widow My soul flew up and it touched the sky above I wish I had more but it still isn't enough I was no I am A stupid rapper Skittles was opened and I busted out with laughter I got the scars from over thinking too much And I got something to say, never mind you already know that I bluff Working hard and dream in big but my dreams turn into nightmares Got plenty of words but really nobody cares Put yo' mouth on the plant s** it all up While I'm over drinking f**ing c**a cola out from my cup Doing sh** yourself so you think you cool If I were to do it I wouldn't be doing it for you I think I am the best and I'm feeding off my vibe And the only reason we are living is because of our will to survive [Hook]