Eleventyseven - Wish Myself Away lyrics

I’m disguising all my whining With three chords and 4/4 timing Line by line I realize I’m the same I was when I was five I’ll admit to narcissism If it keeps me out of prison The situation’s tragic ‘Cause I can break your heart but not these habits I wish I was a little more confident I wish I had a little more of the it Factor they say you need To amount to anything I wish I rocked a little harder Pushed the line a little farther I wish that I was okay being me I wish I burned a little brighter Could make my heart a little lighter I wish I wouldn’t wish myself away If I can hide, I’ll victimize me With a thousand little lies I’ll wrap my version of the truth Around a finger in my mind When I doubt, I’ll write my confidence A check I know will bounce And it serves me right For not cleaning up after my mind I wish I was a little more confident I wish I had a little more of the it Factor they say you need To amount to anything I wish I rocked a little harder Pushed the line a little farther I wish that I was okay being me I wish I burned a little brighter Could make my heart a little lighter I wish I wouldn’t wish myself away I wish a was a little more punk than pop A little less cotton candy rock And it’s about time that I admit I wish I wrote better songs than this A little more hanging with my friends A little less stressing out again A little less Michael fracking Bay A little more point to my story I wish I rocked a little harder Pushed the line a little farther I wish I wouldn’t wish myself away I wish I burned a little brighter Could make my heart a little lighter I wish I wouldn’t wish myself away I wish I wouldn’t wish myself away