Elevator To Hell - k**ing Myself lyrics

Feeling sick to my stomach Again I just hung up the phone My thoughts returned again And everything's so f**ed up (why is it my fault?) What am I doin' to me I'm k**ing myself slowly k**ing myself When I'm with you I pull you deep down in my lungs (my blackened lungs) I hold you in till I can't anymore And fly away (I fly all day) k**ing myself When I find out I'll be sad (Sad, sad, sad)