Elessar - Winter lyrics

[Verse 1] I wake up and become aware I breathe in the morning air I throw open the windows Cold air chills me to the bone Standing alone with no clothes No one was home when I arose So I go down and blow some loud Now I'm in the clouds I just want to run this town, big gun big crown I can see her now, she taking off her gown I can still remember watching her go down I wish memories could be played out loud If I meditate can I levitate from the ground? Can I alleviate hate to be less great somehow? I watch the smoke dissipate in the dark now But the tidal wave hits me in the heart, pow [Bridge 1] My breath fades in front of my eyes The shades go up as the sun rise Hardwood floor cold and the air thin The winter wind gets a hold of my skin [Verse 2] The warmth of the mug juxtaposed With the cold of the late December snows Watching it fall through my mind's windows I can remember those, what a sight to behold Best time of my life, or so I was told Oh well I guess that I'm getting old They say its never too late to go home But I can't cause the snows closed the roads Ice in my veins, so I light a fire Smoking strange, so I can get higher Mother Nature is wiser so I don't fight her Lying by the pyre as the snows rise higher Tired from the days past and the future's weight Been feeling this way for a few days straight Sunset already damn man it's getting late Time to enter a higher state and hibernate [Bridge 2] My breath fades in front of my eyes Now I realize why the bird flies To preserve any desire for life Winter froze souls cold into ice [Verse 3] It's always dark so no need for sunscreen It's always dark like its eighteen sixteen If it was eighteen eighty eight next year That would do as my cue to move away from here I fear I'm tired of chap lips, scarves, sneezing I'm sick Of this sh** so I'm jumping ship at the pier just to hitch A ride out of dodge back to the lodge, got coffee to sip It rips my lips back from the frosty grip of the cold And they say its never too late to take a trip back home But I can't because the snows closed the back roads And the frost froze under my toes sometime ago Who really knows where we go in the time after though Could one go back to start again on this globe I don't think so, at the end I doubt that I'll know Dead and gone, or perhaps a new chapter so Hard to accept that what was is no more I close the lock on the front door and sigh More snows raining down from the sky Why did everything have to die and wither No cry, I guess that's why they call it winter The sun is dimmer and the clouds are constant Providence is lost, the cost of a conscience Thoughts of common causes of loss and d**h All this drifts in my head as I watch my breath [Bride 3] Cold wind comes, watch the leaves run Seas of red and brown, now the falls begun The wind is truly free, unbound by dimension Wish the wind would whisk me away to heaven [Outro] Depression is a sinking sensation That stems from great expectations It's a sudden shift that started so slowly It's so much more than just being lonely When you're the only one who can't move on from the past No one cares and no one's there to get ya off your a** Laying motionless on the gra**, nothing to grasp Staring up above cause life moves too fast