Eldritch - I Don't Know What lyrics

Evil minds and bodies got hold of the feelings I don't have anymore So do try to forgive the excuses and silly lies i tell I've forgot the joy of living for somebody to love giving them all The stolen kisses, the forbidden words that nobody wants to say, nobody wants to say CHORUS I don't know why my own ego is lying I don't know why i deny what i feel I keep playing myself in a game that is over I don't know why, i don't know why Free from pa**ion I've become a slave of myself Free and not feeling love Cynicism put you in a second place with me And nothing is gonna change Mental chaos is keeping me from being certain of what i am looking for Only you can make me understand what nobody wants to say, nobody wants to say CHORUS I don't know why my own ego is lying I don't know why i deny what i feel I keep playing myself in a game that is over Help me trying to stop my dying Give me reason and be my guide I'll never pretend again and again... if you help me... CHORUS I don't know why my own ego is lying I don't know why i deny what i feel I keep playing myself in a game that is over I don't know why, i don't know why I don't know why my own ego is lying I don't know why i deny what i feel I keep playing myself in a game that is over Help me trying to stop my dying